Friday, December 31, 2010
I've been finding it rather hard lately to care about things. Things I should do, people in my life, people around me... all of it. I'm not really sure why. I have no desire for anything. There's no point, really. Nothing ever works out. It's not like I can buy shit I want or do what I want. I'm stuck doing literally the same fucking routine day in and day out. I hate it. I hate people. I hate being broke. I pretty much hate everything, really. I'm pretty much rather unhappy at this point in my life. I try to find joy in things, but it rarely lasts for more than a few short moments. In a nutshell, fuck it.